Emotional necessities !

“She was never crazy, she just didn’t let her heart settle in a cage. She was born wild.. and sometimes we need people like her. For it’s the horrors in her heart which cause the flames in ours. And she was always willing to burn for everything she has ever loved.”
– R.M Drake

It was one of those days…This past Sunday!


Sundays are usually calm and productive! I call them Vinyl days! The calm makes them productive on my mind since Sundays are meditative days and beginning of weeks of creative thoughts.

But this last Sunday , emotions came to me and necessary ones to become more clear on decisions of admitting to the mistakes of thinking highly of ones who have no standards on their own lives, perhaps due to upbringing , nature and people who they gather around them..

Truth is I don’t want to be dealt as a schmuck if thats all you have known in this life and have around,  I’m not one of them! So either move over or I’ll admit to my mistakes to think of you highly and then I will move myself away , at last!


I felt I was on constant hold until I set out to the sea..


I was anxiously waiting to hear about this woman’s fate in Iran, they hung her today..then I have been following the story of an elderly dog of this writer , the dog passed the rainbow bridge early this afternoon at last peacefully..On top somebody totally blew me off today but they have done it before so I had a feeling they would flake..I felt I was on hold by these events.


I felt I was waiting..Right until I decided to set out and feel the cool sand on my feet ..salty air and a book of poem of Plath by the sea…


Needed some time alone to make decisions ..My emotions were all over the place.Needed some Solace to rethink all..


Is it the fate of some..I have been questioning this over and over…


The End !


Why waiting!

Why to wait
for a rebirth?
Isn’t this life so wondrous?
Why waiting for someone
to discover light
and to love
I have seen the Eagles fly
and spread its wings
I have held a Hawk in my small hands
nourished from the age of anxiety
I have seen wars fought
but why wait to make Peace
why wait for
rebirth of wonder
Why wait
for the Grapes of Wrath to be stored
and I am waiting
for god to show its face
for Noah to open its road
My roads are open
why wait for the stranger’s validation
And all who in waiting seems to be waiting for
 their number to be called
Gray hair and wrinkled
But I’m not waiting
I came here through this tunnel of life
to reclaim what is mine
to give back the earth
I know the meek with inherit
 I came here
 to spread these wings
without harming me or anyone
I’m flying and will go far
its my calling , being born
I will fly over
 the storms of life
In my dream of innocence
of immortality
in recollecting my childhood
all alive
and not in waiting!
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Quotes on Style !

‘Walk like you have three men walking behind you.’ – Oscar de la Renta
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‘Fashions fade, style is eternal.’ – Yves Saint Laurent
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‘One is never over-dressed or underdressed with a Little Black Dress.’ – Karl Lagerfeld
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‘Fashion is not something that exists in dresses only. Fashion is in the sky, in the street, fashion has to do with ideas, the way we live, what is happening.’ – Coco Chanel

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Awake !

Shake dreams from your hair
My pretty child, my sweet one.
Choose the day and choose the sign of your day
The day’s divinity
First thing you see.

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A vast radiant beach in a cool jeweled moon
Couples naked race down by its quiet side
And we laugh like soft, mad children
Smug in the wooly cotton brains of infancy

The music and voices are all around us.


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Choose they croon the Ancient Ones
The time has come again
Choose now, they croon
Beneath the moon
Beside an ancient lake
Enter again the sweet forest

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I like Leonardo DiCaprio’s mind and his talent!

I will begin by posting a few of my images since nature indeed is my first life giving force ..


Indeed we could do as little as possible as recycling , using the right light bulb … But more importantly we need to put pressure on our politicians and corporate big shots to do the right thing in order to save this kind of beauty , ourselves and everything else involved !


Good morning ! Over the years this man has become one of my favourite American actors in movies such as ” who’s eating Gilbert Grape” ..” Romeo and Juliet ” ..A true favorite , ” Revolutionary Road ” . AND now also a favourite celeb activist who not only put his money to the causes he believes in but he is there in person and in his soul…



Leo has done true good for our Oceans and more . Here is his last speech at the UN. I have followed his causes for the last 6 years . ( a huge advocate for sharks )..



” Ladies and Gentlemen , politicians ..I pretend these characters for a living …but you , politicians should not ” ‪#‎leonardodicaprio‬